I had the radio dream yet again

posted by Jeff | Tuesday, December 28, 2004, 10:00 AM | comments: 3

I wish I knew why I was having the radio dream. Seriously, it pisses me off.

Last night's variant took place on a Canadian station. As usual, I risked dead air because I couldn't get the next song queued up in time. Again the music logs were hand written, and again the CD's weren't numbered.

That's what kills me the most. If the CD's were numbered, it would be easy! In real life, at most stations, you subscribe to a service that publishes compilations. You get disc 32, track 7, and you're in business.

I wish I could figure out what kind of fear of failure is subconsciously fucking with me.



December 29, 2004, 1:03 AM #

I had the "lost backpack at school dream" again. This time I saw two people naked that I know. One just stood there and waved at me and I waved back as nothing was wrong.

You wonder about the fear of failure you have. Don't we all pretty well have a fear to fail?


December 29, 2004, 3:47 AM #

The radio stuff was all screwed up because it was Canadian :o)

Uncertain times usually cause me to have dreams where I fail. Especially when there's something I really want, and I'm not sure that I'm going to get it. The dreams always come out with me losing. Hmm...

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